Better vantage point
Just like the world economy, my mood, passion, vigor and everything else has been on down trend, and just like the governments of the world, I tried all sorts of pump priming activities and initiatives. The world economy has seemed to bottom out and maybe I am also.
I maybe a pompous little a&$ who thinks the world owes him heaven and earth, but in truth that thought brings me down and it keeps me from exploding and breaking down. I am lost in the world, with no bright direction in life. I have a responsibility that I cannot and will not be able to meet with my current situation and for the foreseeable future.
I then am in the tipping or boiling point with two roads to take, dig in and hole up or move out and look for another hole. Late last month, I have decided to look for another hole already and I have gotten positive and significant signs.
Instead of digging in for the long battle ahead I am already preparing myself for the move to the next hole to be in a better vantage point. This is not an easy decision to make and there are still some anxiety, but it has to be done, as I have already thought about it over and over again my objectives are currently not being met and so the hole I am in is not of value to me anymore.
The decision has been easier to understand and take when I evaluated it based on my objectives.
Good luck to me and to all of us !